{The Social Butterfly ♥}

Saturday, May 05, 2007

extremely tiring day i had. firstly, i would like to comment on stuffs which aint very nice. i feel people dun seems to show their true colours & i realised it much after the nz trip. more frequent den not, they smiled & waved & presume nothing ever happen but deep down, they might be cursing you all they want. life is so weird, people dun treat you the way you treated them, someone used to tel me, treat others the way you want to be treated. i didnt started hating the you-know-who-you-are until i saw her eyes staring so hard at me & hearing her calling me bitch. i knew i didnt do anything wrong so i couldnt take it when i was treated that way. & most importantly, im not sure what the rest around her thinks, cuz to me, i only hated her. the hatred shall rest after this entry (: therefore, i would also like to tell those people out there, you may hate me & dislike me all you want but please show it, thanks so much.

regarding this issue, i would like to raise another point. as humans grow, their personalities & attitude changed. they became more self centred. i dunno if this tradition happen in the other sec sch but definitely not mine. i could still recalled, every single one helped each other out in our O levels, we all knew how important it was but nobody was being selfish. urmm, back in sec sch days, every single class i went to, bonded very well. 1E8 & 2E8 were the best years of my life, everyday without fail, we teased & played a fool, its not a class, more like a playground. we were known for our unity by many teachers. 3E7 & 4E7 were not any different, most teachers think we were great & of cuz, we stood together for every single event, just to make sure we were the best in our cohort. i treasured the times badly, i knw those days, every single person was an angel. every single one in 4E7 was nice, even when we quarrelled with the ACE in the sch canteen, after that incident, we became closer. we didnt like each other's clique, cant rmber why but at least, at that very tender young age, we decided to trash it out in front of each other & not resort to holding a knife yet smiling happily in front of you. this is the situation im facing now, every single day in sch. it sucks & im glad i didnt take the wrong course. i love DBF & the ppl more. the above is not referring to my current class. i understand that its kinda tough to start bonding ppl of the different class together thus DBF 3A07 is just too quiet & unorganised. i feel its more of like an unbalanced class where loud & quiet ppl come together but the world is unfair isnt it? aniwae, everyone in class cant seemed to be bothered about the class, quite a sad thing but its the last year aniwae. i missed out DBF 1B23, my year1 class, though we had a few small-middle-large around, the majority of us communicated very well & we could just clicked, we simply can understand each other's jokes. nevertheless, these people now, make up the bulk of my life in sp since most of us r still in the financial trading option.

just some random feelings towards growing up, its never fun when people misunderstands or accuse you, its always fun when i reminisce about the past old sch days.

i miss yss
i miss netball & my netball mates
i miss track days
i miss red house days
i miss PE lessons
i miss cleanest class competitions

aniwae, opening with emily was cool cuz both of us were late & eric called us up, kenny had a lao sai day, may god bless him. eric bought us yummy & delicious changi village nasi lemak & as usual, he add lots of ingredients. tat became our lunch & dinner, we were super duper full la (: most importantly, we peeped under mai's skirt, omg! ahaha, we merely bent down while looking at the pic the rest took in downtown east & mai happened to be wearing a skirt. oops! i extremely love turtle soup. apparently, emily & i saw a pint of it in the fridge & we literally dig out the cashew nut out, its super nice, didnt dare to eat more cuz we dun even know who it belongs to. lol

brad came down & visit me, since he was on his way to his relative's place somewhere near MJC. he had his favourite,cherry garcia & complained that new york has a lot of shit inside. haha, after which we found out that CHELSEA is coming to singaporein 3 weeks time, omg. im like rushing down to see beloved lampard, tats if i haf the time off. afterall its not beckham, gosh, reminds me of vicky quek, stinky!

met up with zl after work, in yishun stadium to kill some fats. after 4 rounds & a couple of sit-ups, i ended up playing his psp, fingers also exercising wad. =x while running, i thought of track days, i really seriously miss training up for sports day, i miss all my girls. 8x50m, 4x100m. we were never second. im just so proud of them. went to count those medals & trophies i've accumulated over the years, its a total of 17. kinda sad cuz i didnt manage to bring it to the number of my age which i used to think its possible. being a sportsgirl is ever so wonderful, the feeling of winning, that moment of satisfaction, i just wanna experience tat all over again. if only i could turn back time, i will still join those events & capture those moments on a video. not to forget, the pretty cashier moments on the graduation VCD. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH, i just miss sec sch days!

if i could turn back time, i would have kicked up a big fuss in nz & make sure the person apologies for calling me a bitch when i did nothing. if i could turn back time, i will apologise to ms hew mary for being rude (though tats me) if i could turn back time, i will try my best to not speak english & offend the o levels teachers during chinese oral. they were from china & i reckon they were extremely pissed when i spoke english. ): i didnt knw it was o levels, i assumed it to be prelims la. if i could turn back time, i will not drop pure bio. if i could turn back time, i will still scold mdm chew joke for tryin to be funny. if i could turn back time, i will stop that hyperventilation from taking place so i can contribute more for that riverside game.

very long post, sorry my dear readers, i badly need to rant ):

xoxo 9:17 PM