{The Social Butterfly ♥}

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Start of the E learning week, have been the busiest E learning I've ever had. Capt ball, B&J, BD, revision for Mid Sem tests and NSE. Guess everyone's curious about the capt ball matches.

Everyone in the team contributed in a way or another, working very hard today, really appreciate the effort, despite the little hipcups here and there, scheming people everywhere, we managed to get things going on, of course, under my excellent control and ultimate fiery temper ):

Firstly, this girl from DAC screwed up our trgs sessions, she's never free, sometimes I wonder am I in my final year or her? Commitments? Yes, everyone has their fair share of commitment, if you cant commit, jolly well, tell me straight from the start, dun tell me you're like 1.8m, plays all kinds of sports, all rounder when I asked her abt her netball position and when trg begins, her skills are even worse off than my sister who is in sec2. Come on, she's in year2! & so, we got rid of her in the team, no more pests, the team carries on.

Had our first match against SMIT today, the opponents claimed that Sylvia belongs to the SMIT school, like only after the match, when they freaking hell lost the game, its was like -_- "' Show me some sportsmanship! Afterall, we totally had no idea where she belongs now but we need to not let Sylvia continue playing because some sore losers simply don't want SB to win.

Very frankly, I've got to admit, I've got an arrogant team, full of arrogant and proud people, like me. It's alrite that we lost but we need to lose to some really good players because very tactically speaking, we havent lost to a team since the first time we obtained champs. That's how our moral were better, more familiar with our own players and if we were to very unluckily not get into the next round for intercons, we will definitely come back a lot stronger for Sports Mania. Believe me!

In sports, I cant stand 3 things, sore losers, disrespect and ungentlemen.

Sore losers, guess I need not explain further, the team we played against today. Since none of us was sure about Sylvia's school identity, he claimed that the entire team will not question her and let her join SB very willingly but after they lost today, they complained. Freaking waste my time as I had to deal with him and cause me to be late for work. WTH ): Btw, the score was like 29-4, not very badly trashed but we still won happily, cheers! Congrats to SB, the most arrogant team ever!

Next, disrespect to the game. I don't freaking care if you disrespect my players, disrespect me, disrespect the referees but when it comes to respecting the sport, my netball, you better don't joke around. I seriously can beat that guy up for stepping on my netball, which is like brand new? I don't mind going to jail, don't mind wasting my future on this idiot but I had to resist because of the team, we need to win, not to get disqualify. & so, I freaking swear that I will slap the Ryan from SMIT if I ever get a chance to & I will make sure I will earn tonnes of big bucks to buy the world biggest netball & put it on top of his head & step him to his death! (Grinning from teeth to teeth)

Lastly, ungentlemen. Its that Ryan fellow again, like everyone played physically so if you freaking wanna defend me, I am fine as long as the 3 feet rule is obeyed. However, he freaking hell step on my shoes like crazily many times and elbowed my waist bone & its like so super swollen now but I can still run, jump & slap him so no worries (: Super ungentleman behaviour on the court, please tell me he's the only one left in the entire world :x

Extract of a conversation that wasted like 10mins of my precious time today:
Ferguson(Capt of SMIT), Joyys(Capt of SB), Officials(From both teams and Capt Ball in charge, SPSU I guess), Sylvia(The poor girl)

F: Oh why still must talk? Thought the game is over?

J:(Pondering, wtf, trying to act when he knows wads going on, nabei)

O: We need to clarify Sylvia's identity.

F: Firstly, DBIT is a stupid course, every 3 years, they changed, last 3 years, they belong to SB, now they belong to SMIT. (Btw, his command of English sucks!)

J: Oh, I didnt know that. I mean Sylvia's still in Year1, she will only choose her option next year, so just like she can choose her option, she can choose to play for both SMIT or SB. Next, you shouldnt be saying that whichever course is stupid, I dunno about Sylvia but if you're referring to my course, I would have given you a slap in the face.

O: Relax relax. (They only know how to say that.)

F: Ok, I am sorry but I won't mind if you say my course is stupid.

J: You won't mind but will Sylvia mind? If you don't mind den your name, Ferguson is stupid, can? You don't mind rite?

F: Ya, I don't mind. (Smiling like a retarded)

J: Of course you don't mind, that's the fact (:

F: -_-"' (Sian 1/2)
(Feeling so high after scolding him straight in the face)

Sometimes I wonder when will people ever like admit their mistake or stop being like some assholes without sportsmanship. I need to see some really good teams with excellent sportsmanship, SPSU may prove me wrong but I think its the desire of wanting to win thats causing all these but still, I WANT TO WIN.

CHEERS, TEAM SB, THE ARROGANTS (:

Disclaimer: This post is just to vent my anger, its not for readers to read so please avoid if its none of your concern. But if you do know of that DAC girl or that SMIT team, please get them to read, thanks so much! Oh, I so love enemies because 80% of the people in SP sucks and do not know wads sportsmanship :D

xoxo 12:47 AM

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Firstly, I skipped NSE trg, for a very good reason and thats to recover as fast as I can for tmr's captain ball game.

Somehow or rather, I realised the whole system's a little sucky. In the sense, Inter con's Captain Ball's supposed to be like the cream of the crop from respective schools, fighting for the honour of their own faculty. However, it turns out to be like an Inter Club thing and since everyone's a member of Singapore Polytechnic Students Union, SPSU can choose any players they want, as long as they are still studying in the polytechnic. How ridiculous? Clubs and societies will of course send in their best players respectively but its fine with me if they're sending all their active members but they are doing otherwise. Pretty screwed up system ): No matter what, my team will only have to play hard since we only have genuine business students and not any Tom, Dick or Harry found on the streets. Overall, SPSU still sucks, lousy way of recruitment and very low efficiency, tmr maybe the start of the game and the fixtures aint even out yet.

Sometimes I wonder, how many people in polytechnic or in their education life joined CCA for their interest, to know more about the sport or to excel in the sports or to make more friends? Personally, I felt people in SP certainly, a handful of them, I wouldnt say majority, joined a CCA, either for CCA points or to suck up to lecturers. At least, in my mind, I can come up with a few names. I, myself, is a little guilty of that, I joined the worst CCA in SP and thats non other than SMART. To further clarify, I joined for a reason and thats to promote DBF cuz I love my course (: However, Im glad that Im out of this shit since I've joined SP Netball, something I truely love and enjoy. SMART duties are the most ever boring jobs and I truely understand why Brian didnt wanted to join and why Vincent quitted!

On a lighter note, its granny's death anniversary today, 11years I reckon. She's one of the most noble woman on earth, very easy going, very forgiving. Of course, I din spent enough time with her since she passed away while I was like 8years old. I could recalled her funeral very vividly. At that tender age, I doubt I know wad was going on. I mean I can never understand the pain that the adults were suffering, not having the chance to see their loved ones ever again.

To me, life and death are part and parcel of life, I prefer to treasure when I have the chance to rather than to cry and sob when things are gone. But when things or people are really gone, I guess I do appreciate and wish them all the best in the other side of the world, I pray for their well being.

Oh ya, Melissa had her bangs! I just got mine 'repaired' today. Novi arranged the appointment for me (: Thanks dearest!

Daddy sent me to school today, its super niceeeee since I can sleep my ass off in the car!

Kenny, the meanie man, called me WEAK today ): BOOOOOOOOOOO!

Received a mail from Dorothy, some admin stuff of OHF to verify my home address and according to her, I have a mail from my lovely children! (: Ultimate excitement!

Will post pictures when I feel like doing so, how lazy! There're tonnes of my pretty faces! My bdae prezzies which I promised Kim and some lovely stuffs which drew a smile on my face (:

xoxo 7:19 PM

Saturday, October 20, 2007

Such a feelins comin over me
There is wonder in most everything I see
Not a cloud in the sky
Got the sun in my eyes
And I wont be surprised if its a dream

Everything I want the world to be
Is now coming true especially for me
And the reason is clear
Its because you are here
Youre the nearest thing to heaven that Ive seen

(*) Im on the top of the world lookin down on creation
And the only explanation I can find
Is the love that Ive found ever since youve been around
Your loves put me at the top of the world

Something in the wind has learned my name
And its tellin me that things are not the same
In the leaves on the trees and the touch of the breeze
Theres a pleasin sense of happiness for me

There is only one wish on my mind
When this day is through I hope that I will find
That tomorrow will be just the same for you and me
All I need will be mine if you are here

Repeat (*) twice
Top of the World by Carpenters

Feeling oh-not-so-right now awful, sickly & tired, guess over-exhaustion kills real bad. The sun-tanned me isnt feeling that nice.

SP Open House Video will include me! (: C.cheong looking for actress, awww, how I miss sec sch days once again! I was the best actress okay? Though I had like 6times of NGs? My pet phase for that day. "Financial Trading is fun & practical, I learnt how to trade forex and futures". Something like that, cant really remembered but I NG-ed because I cant help but to swing my chair, so not professional ):

But Best Actress award somehow doesnt imply that I can pretend nothing happens when I bumped into my arch enemy whenever I sees him/her, simply hate the sight of him/her, cross my fingers, another couple of months.

Random: I love eating lemons with a rotten tip, oops!

Caught up with some loved ones, gossiping was the norm, i love momo (: Supposedly to meet up Thomas, Remy & momo tmr, my apologies, sick yet busy. Bon voyage in advance, Thomas, presents from Aussie pleaseee! ):

Did 'grocery shopping' and nice nice dinner with cambodia peeps few days back, which reminds me of the above song, guess we only made small mistakes with the lyrics, credits to Pat & Ame!

Didnt strike 4D today, tmr's the last chance or else toktoktok shall perish & I will buried him with lots of weggies :x

I pray for more time & lesser stress because I still think its not easy to be me, the ultimate busy woman (: Busy joyys = Happy yet sickly joyys

xoxo 9:37 PM

Monday, October 15, 2007

Extremely over-exhausted days, IVP has passed in a blink. I seriously swear, I regretted not joining SP Netball early on. But I am glad that I still did, the girls were cool, everyone was nice, I indeed see sportsmanship and felt the passion for netball burning crazily in my heart.

Somehow, at certain phase of my life, I often stop and wondered, working in the finance industry in the future, will netball be ever of help? Personally, it has been part of my life, so much so, I cant give up as easily as I wanted to. But certainly, it did help, in one way or another, to the course I am studying. I always believe sportsman think faster, act faster and that speed is the crucial factor to succeed in life. I used to hate slow coaches, people who react very slowly to things but I've come to realise that not everyone is blessed with speed. Therefore, I've always been very proud of my Shuttle run record *winks*

I believe that sportsmen usually make the bestest friends. People who play sports are always easier to talk to, more forgiving and more easy going. Almost like 3/4 of my friends are sports lovers and I simply think they rocks. I am born in a family of sports, my dad plays soccer, mum used to be a national sprinter and an excellent volleyball player, sister and I share the same passion and my bro's in sports class. My family of sportsman proved to me how direct and easy going sportsmen are so don't start blaming me for being extremely direct and rude. This is certainly my weakness because I tend to hurt people's feelings.

But I would rather hurt them straight in the face than to talk behind their backs. I mean its really fine with me if you are not very happy about me, you can say all you want but I think its only right that you mention the facts because too much lies, salt & pepper may caused unhappiness and kidney failure :x

You can apologise but I may not accept. I may accept but it does not mean I can forget. I can forget but it does not mean that it didnt happen before.

All I wanted to say was:
Im just who I am, like it or not (:

xoxo 10:30 PM

Friday, October 12, 2007

Im 'geming'. Its super not fun for an untra unartistic me to start creating art pieces out of nowhere and to have like a story behind it, aniwae, here's my two art pieces, dun comment or I will kill (:

xoxo 1:58 PM

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Good and bad news for a start. Em's dad passed away, not really sure of the reason. Hope the family's coping well, my sincere apologies for not being able to turn up for the wake tmr due to IVP. Em & May, take care of yourself & stay strong, B&J girls are always here for you (:

White Sands, B&J has the highest score for cleanliness among all the other outlets & thus cheers to all White Sanders! Everyone's hard work got paid off (: 97/100 is like toelly a DIST laaaaa :D I want a good treat, Kenny!

Pretty random post for today, feeling peaceful when I thought a storm will be approaching, it changed its direction. Afterall, it may be both a good and bad thing. I still stand by my decision, be ignorant and pretend nothing has ever happen, quite tough but it dun seems like I have a choice since time's running and I am chasing hard.

Someone wrote & designed me a simple card, full of love, it melt my heart literally. I dun deny having doubts of her character at first, seeing her hanging around my arch enemy. But I have always choose to be firm, listen to my heart, trust her, with my everything. Seems like Pat did not disappoint me, really teared when I read the contents of the card, nobody can feel how I felt at that instant. The feeling of wonderful friendship fostered through both trips signifies the end of war & the start of a new level of friendship. I seriously believe in what I told you before leaving for the trip, which is, we will be closer, trust me now?

I love my stowree mate, the only one who will get the chance to rub my butt when we showered, ewwww :x

Someone lovely gave me a huge lollipop and decided to spread her happiness to me, I felt it, thanks ame! Whenever you're sad, just scream, WADDDDOOOOOOOO!

xoxo 11:42 PM

Sunday, October 07, 2007

Woke up like 2pm on a Sunday afternoon, I realised, I missed Sunday mornings, yet again! Its been a hectic week, working hard for IVP, ice skating and trying my very best not to skip any lessons. Guess I managed to achieve all that I've mentioned above.

IVP officially starts next week, mon, wed & fri, gonna be super hectic since games will end late. Will also be working next Saturday opening, wondering with who!

Some wonderful news to share, have been selected as SB Capt Ball captain, together with Brian Goh, whereby I will only be in charge of the girls! (: So delighted, its been long since I lead a team to play competitively. NSE was the last one! Deciding on players will be the toughest since there maybe new recruitment to HHXLB. Nevertheless, please bless SB to win (:

Lots of events coming up, need to gather the NSE team for year-end carnival, our very own league & some charity street netball. Need to plan & coordinate the SB capt ball team. Need to prepare a different set of players for Sports Mania, capt ball.

Who can spare me some time? I am really in need of it! ):

On the other hand, I guess things are going pretty much on a fast pace and I seriously got no time to deal with those smelly-mouth assholes. Both of them should know who they are. I choose not to listen to what they've said because I simply dun want to waste my precious time. All these made me think of the past when I turned violent, gave a slap to this guy in primary school, was an Indian boy, cant rmber his name. Also, yelled at ACE in the school canteen, omg, classic! (: However, I dun think I will ever be their friends again since I dun have the intention to. Right now, it will only be studies, netball & capt ball (: Pardon me for being direct and super mean to my enemies, I HATE YOU BOTH!

If you guys are guilty, tats your freaking problem, dun approach me pleaseeeee? For I have no time, for people like you both!

Oh, and currently, I've made a nice friend, she knows who she is (: Thanks for your confirmation, loves <3!

xoxo 3:46 PM

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

Life has been pretty smooth sailing, though certain things or people pissed me off, I decided not to bother, afterall, its their mouths so I certainly do not wish to comment. Tonnes of people having birthdays recently, guess I will wait till the end of the month and then slowly list their names out. Pardon me for the belated!

Had a B&J meeting on sunday and after that we went to Marisa's place for pizza, bitchings, gossiping, and of course, the ultimate fun Dressup! It was like toelly (copyrights from Cherine again) crazy and yes, worst fashion disaster ever! We simply grab any clothes we can find to just try! Too bad I got stuck & those mean girls were like rolling on the ground laughing their ass out! They din offer to help ok! ): ): ):

vann the creative artist, cherine the sporty rich tai tai, marisa the geek with mickey boxers and huge huge pencil, ryane the materialistic tai tai with $ $ sunglasses and joyys the beckham lover + mario on the head retard

was is candid?

the normal us <3>

xoxo 2:07 PM

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

Keep your friends close, keep your enemies closer (:

copyrights

xoxo 8:22 PM