Friday, January 25, 2008

I dislike the feeling of being lost, dislike being caught at a cross road, trying to decide my own future. I believe fate lies in my own hands, believe that I should work hard for what I want. I always believe I am strong & I am very certain I will be very strong, to conquer the last two exam papers, for they might be the most crucial papers in my entire life.

The morale of this post is to start some SERIOUS MUGGING (tommorrow!) (:


xoxo 11:18 PM

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Hi Joycelyn,

Happen to take a look at your blog. It's been great to see you excelling in both academically and in life. Happy belated Year 2008 to you though. Continue to work hard heh! Jia you~

但愿你永远幸福快乐

The above greatly spurs me on, for the last lap of my journey in poly. Thanks Adel for I know you always cares! (:

Oh & I love crapping & MSN-ing with Packaging (:

xoxo 11:58 PM

Saturday, January 19, 2008

CSB was lame, truly lame, the module survey I did may land me into some serious problem but since I am graduating soon, I don’t see the point for me to hold back anything & so, as usual, I complained & whined, not because I might not do well but the problem lies with the assessment criteria & different lecturers will have different standards. Moderation will be useless.

Headed for work after that, together with Wendy the clumsy & Mel the lovely. Hell lots of fun la! (:

Worked with Nat the chatterbox & we spent our time gossiping & talking about everything under the sun, there were endless topics!! (: So sweet & time went past so quickly!

Went to Pasir Ris Library before meeting up the big head since his BD presentation was somewhere nearby, we decided on some retail therapy & dinner! Just badly needed some time off to relax & buy my CNY clothes!

But the funny thing happened when I was in the library, browsing through some books while waiting for Brian the big head, I spotted a book with CHRISTOPHER CHEONG! The first thing that came to my mind was, “Buy One” but of course, it’s a library book so I chiong-ed to the borrowing station and “Borrowed One” instead! The title of the book is Real People, Real Money. Stories of experts revealing their secrets on how to make their money grow & there’s actually some tips written by Mr Cheong la! The hilarious thing was his family picture & I must say his daughters are pretty, just like his wife, so thankful for that! But his top is so ‘disco fever’ & I seriously hope he don’t read this or rather, read it after marking the TO papers!

& so Ed, Brian & I were laughing like retards at Expo MRT station. Anw peeps, I’ve borrowed the book but I think its ultra mean to capture his family picture but you guys can ask me for it, I will share with you guys some tips by him which maybe useful to some of us! (: Of course, those who are weird & will make it big someday!

Random: I will miss the big bird who might fly away anytime! ): Boohoooooooo!

Mummy’s bdae today & we had some great time together laughing our heads off during the cake cutting sessions! (: FUN FUN FUN but inside joke from the Low family!

xoxo 12:16 AM

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Creative Spinoff from Mathematics, Business Development, Financial Planning & Treasury Operations are done & over with. Gems was cool, BD I’ve done everything I can to cleanse our financial data, FP was full of careless mistakes & time wasn’t enough at all, TO was crazy today, Chris Cheong was lenient enough to give more time but still, its of no use, the MCQs were still tough. *Sighs ):

Caught 2 movies from the start of 2008, Body19 & One Missed Call. Both were full of gore & I spent most of the time hiding behind my jacket. Will be looking forward to my Cloverfield, The Mist, 27 Dresses, Atonement and Kung Fu Dunk. So many nice movies yet so little time, glad that some of them will only be screened after exams. Will be catching all of them after exams, so people, please date me!

FMRP & PM will be procrastinated a little, been mugging real hard recently, guess I badly need some decent sleep. Have been sleeping from 3pm all the way till 8pm, wondering how am I gonna sleep tonight? CSB tmr, lame module, cant believe I am going all the way to school just for that module, BOOOOO! ):

xoxo 9:46 PM

Sunday, January 13, 2008

The weather’s so moody, so lazy, so yellow yet so cooling, not a very nice day to start studying especially when I’ve been meddling with my new mobile the moment I am awake today. Yes, believe it or not, I have been shaking my ‘shakeshake’, hugging my chouchou & ignoring jojo & maomao. Been so long since I last lay my hands on beloved netball maomao. Just did the registration for the Surf & Sweat, got some of my NSE girls to play for Captain’s Ball, together with Brian the captain & Arnold (: Hopefully we managed to win something & most importantly have great fun!

Shall start serious mugging tmr because Mr Procastination knocks on my door, dun blame me though! Pray for tmr to be a wet day so I would not have irritating drillings all over my ceiling (:

It’s a day filled with love & lots of love (:

Random: Current favourite song, If I Aint Got You, Alicia Keys (: Enjoy & Chill!

xoxo 7:02 PM

Saturday, January 12, 2008

YAY YAY YAY!

Mummy bought me a new hp, which I’ve been eyeing for a very long time, my long awaited W910i (: Guess its because she have seen me working hard & scoring well for my FMRP & thus she made that my reward, should have shown her all those test papers which I’ve done well since Year1 la, damn!

W910i is like so light & cool, the best part of it is that it’s in RED, hot red, my favourite colour & nice colour to blend with CNY too! (: It comes with a thumbdrive as well & till date, I’ve already got 3 thumbdrives, my Sony Mini Vault, Imition by my uncle, lovely female thumbdrive by Brian & now this hot red one, too bad school has ended & I guess I wouldn’t have a need for all those!

Anw, I got to go & start exploring my new mobile, need more time on it since im always so weak in these kind of stuffs! Also, need to go laugh at Jasmine, her birthday but I received present! :D

Lastly, Im glad I’ve become a Sony Ericsson instead of a Nokia noob! No need to bring my own charger when I am overseas with friends (:

xoxo 8:33 PM

Happy Birthday Jasin! (: Shall not reveal your age here but its been such a bliss working with you for our final year project & you’ve always been so hardworking of which I certainly respect your position on the school’s honour roll. Thanks for your guidance towards things I do not understand & contribution towards this project.

Happy Birthday Jasmine, such irritating asshole for the past years. You must be pretty glad I will be celebrating with you, together with KW. Its your honour ok? My tests next week & I am still giving you my time, hahaha! Get yours studies back on track please! (: Share your green tea with me!!! *Screams!

School ended with visiting the Open House, went for dim sum & movies with Brian. Body 19 is like ultra gross & I spent half the time hiding behind my cardigan & screaming my lungs out, gore gore gore! ): One of the scariest movies ever! But my day was well spent with bomberman! (: Been practicing damn hard la, competition with Angeline will be soon, like she claims so!

I guess no clarification will be needed, its not about the company or post you’re getting, its your fucked up face which I am irritated at. The attitude you’re trying to bring out & you yourself is ashamed when showing off, cuz when your face turns red, its so obvious! At first, I thought its only me, but after that I realised after blogging it, people around me are praising me for my bravery, I’ve said before, I hate it, I will say! Many people saw their gross scene but nobody dares to tell you how scary you look & so I’ve decided to take the move. No use trying to say you want to remain peaceful & stuffs, its so fake.

Next, my opinion matters the most to me & since its MY opinion, you can choose to ignore & please stay off my blog! Get lost, bitch!

Eh, ignorance is always bliss but someone is obviously contradicting herself but not ignoring my blog post, fucking dumb.

To me, I choose to ignore certain things but when things are becoming an eyesore, I will act. & after spending sometime on research, I realised not many liked her & I guess I am just part of the majority.

Just like SMART, I shall waste my time sending an email to the teacher in charge to tell him that I will not fulfil that duty no matter what. Like hallo, you allocate the duty without telling us & you told another lecturer to be in charge of us to call us & inform. The lecturer had no idea what went wrong & being responsible I went to check that dumb board but my beautiful name is not there & so I went to look for you, you were never in your room & so? What other choices am I left with?

Random: Saw an ugly piece of layer cake on the last day of school, so ugly, PUI!

xoxo 1:24 PM

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Sipping my oatmilk in this extremely cold weather feels really great. Pondering back on my poly days, time spent was worthwhile, holidays were always the shortest as compared to the other tertiary institutions.

Year 1
- The best classmates ever, no hidden agenda, no making use of one another, school life was always full of laughters & happiness.
- Blessed with one of the best lectures in school, Ms Han, who also recommended me for my attachment with Citibank.
- Worse results in the entire 3 years, hate modules like ITAB, felt its ultra irrelevant to our course or rather its only meant for those nerds.

Year 2
- Formed my investment grade team, together with Louis, Kim & Brian (:
- Formed HHXLB
- Joined SMART, ultimate regret, like, wads wrong with me?
- Worked extremely hard, results were of my expectations
- NZ Credit Transfer Trip

Year 3
- Super hectic year, always running after time
- Formed TEAM SB
- Met the most hardworking lecturer, was glad to have him, Wan S.K.
- Joined SP Netball for IVP
- Cambodia (Challenge your Perspectives)
- Super hardworking, did every tutorial (:

Within a blink of an eye, my next stage of education life has passed, I believed I have always been working very hard to meet my personal targets. The place I will miss most will be non other than the trading room, I may not be the top trader, never getting marks for quizzes but it’s the place which I felt I was groomed, through various skills based lessons! & not to forget the prawn mee stall, cant believe I am actually eating it for the last time today ):

Anw, I shall make my last day in school tmr meaningful, I don’t know how but I will try to. Lastly, I miss SB, like seriously ):

Random: Wadoo Malcom is disturbing me now but today’s his last day! Awwww!

xoxo 11:45 PM

Monday, January 07, 2008

School was pretty relaxing however was disgusted by some people who really thinks too highly of herself & yet she did not do enough research to know that everyone has already rejected it so she is offered the job only today. I do feel a little sad for her. Only approached when the others had rejected the offer & yet she thinks that by rejecting it, she was so fucking cool.

Mrs Janet Fok was asking in class today, if anyone had been offered jobs from the various institutions & she thinks too highly of herself, trying to tell the entire world that she was called for an interview this morning. Hallo, almost everyone got called up like last month? You don’t have to share with us your experiences of being called up for a job offer because we have been receiving tonnes of it since a thousand years ago. Fana & Raini have been called up for a Credit Suisse interview & I don’t hear them boasting about it, so whats with DBS? In my opinion, my offer by Citibank is worth like 10times better than you so you seriously ought to shut that dirty mouth of yours.

& I have been tolerating you for the past 2 years & somehow I thought its more than enough. Your wrongdoings by sprouting nonsense & making up stories were bad enough & now this, I simply cant stand such girls like her, who always thinks she is the best, please open up your ears & ask around. Its fine with me if you don’t have much friends but can try asking me. Don’t reject offers when you’ve been approached only after people have rejected & think that you’re damn superior, suck my ass man!

Seriously, if not for Brian’s friendship with WY, I would have given her a slap in the face when I heard that coming from her mouth today. This will certainly bring back memories of secondary school, my damn ah lian days! ): Anw, WY, don’t blame me for this post, its just for me to vent my anger when something which I reckon an eyesore happened & you know me, don't like sure must say out!

This post strictly only involves that particular person and me, I hope nobody gets themselves involved (:

xoxo 7:09 PM

Sunday, January 06, 2008

Thursday was crazy, I compiled the final report, sent to Brian for major edit & did up the slides, together with Kim, all the way till 4.30am, oh & I must mentioned, I din brush my teeth!!! ): Too tired to do so!

Such nua nua weekends, have been enjoying life since presentations and most of the report submissions are over (: PM was alrite, except that Kim and Louis were a little shaky, must be due to the lack of sleep. Hope we do well since it’s the last time we’re doing project together and I really appreciate Louis’ help a lot, he was under tremendous stress caused by both Brian & me, but he’s definitely the best & most hardworking worker I’ve ever come across! & I simply agree with what he said, Louis called us the investment grade team, always get good marks :D :D :D

Friday was hectic with 8am PM presentation and GEMs submission coming up. Btw, I went to pause FunkySeng’s computer for him cuz he kept playing some irritating music & the class just stared blankly at me but no way will I tolerate things I dislike, even if he’s the lecturer who will determine my grades! But, he’s not pissed la, damn nice of him! Had Fish&Co on Friday night since suaku Kiat haven’t eaten it in his entire lifetime b4. Ordered some weird seaweed thingy which I thought was freaking awful ): BOOOO! We also went to a pet shop near his place to check out on dogs, they're ultimate lovely but there's this weird poodle who keeps going around in circle, eccentric huh?

Saturday was the crucial day which will determine my fate, gosh! Its non other than BD’s major presentation, which I thought I’ve given it my best shot, both for presentation and Q&A. & yes, I presented without superior air ok!! Praise me please? Was told by Susan Chiam to be humble & I left my proudness at home!

This brings me to realise some very important thing about this module, its not your business concept, not whether you’ve client based project or not, its your group members that matters the most. Having lousy & lazy members will only harm the entire team because teamwork is damn important! & very obviously, my team rocks! (:

Some weeks ago, a bloody lizard fell onto my bangs when I was happily brushing my teeth & I screamed like @$#$%&%*^&@#! Damn all the lizards in this world! ): ): ):

A random picture to end off this post! Took this during Achievers’ function, very obviously, Kim cant fit into it! :p

xoxo 7:33 PM

Saturday, January 05, 2008

That was our little celebration for New Year’s Day! We went Siam Kitchen for their buffet feast! We had tonnes of delicious food & not to forget all the extra servings we ordered. Fana & her 7 cups of Ice Lemon Tea, stupid chwee tang! Sow & her never ending Kangkong! Raini & her satay and me with the best tom yam soup in Singapore! Kim, the big eater, as in literally big, favourite dish was the mushrooms! Awww, pray for them to grow faster or else mushrooms will be in shortage soon!

They serve this pomelo salad thingy which I thought was alrite, though a little weird & we got tonnes of it left over, feeling a little guilty, we decided not to waste food and just play the “I Never…” game suggested by Raini, that idiot who tried cheating and not eating the pomelo salad! The rules of the game is to say some stuffs which you did before & those who didn’t do that particular thing before would have to eat that pomelo thingy! Rather fun though, some of which were funny jokes but still, inside jokes la, cant mention here!

All their staff were nice la, though Kim and Sow keep raising their dumb hands while trying to share their “I Never…experiences”! The staff got tricked a couple of times and keep attending to us. We were like a crazy bunch laughing our heads off and yakking like mad women in the restaurant but that’s how we behave, no doubt it always resulted in unwanted attention from the public.

After billing, we went monkeying around Suntec & saw this really cool waterfall thingy outside Topshop & yes, we started cam whoring! Climbing onto the benches and snapping away non stop, it seems so quiet there until, one point in time, after snapping, we turned! My jaws dropped, out of nowhere, a group of people appear and stared at us for taking pictures! Damn, but we ignored, like we always did and continued.

The outing was crazy with those girls and my camera rocks la! So, its pictures time!! (:

The spread (: *Drools!

Joyys & Sow & Kim

Advertising strategy! Endorsements!

Scare me out to death, BIG monster!

Kim’s wish, “I wanna eat & eat & eat & never stop eating!”

Grand finale, thanks to passby cameraman who said that taking pictures for us is his pleasure, like duh, im in the picture (:

xoxo 6:04 PM

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

Welcome 2008 with LOVE & JOY :D :D :D

Firstly, this would be the year I’ve travelled the most, wasted the most money out of my parents’ pocket but on another hand, I haven’t been getting allowance from them the entire year because I have supporting myself from the pay I get from B&J’s, temporary jobs from Citibank and DFS. Financially, Joyys has been a thrifty girl, not when it comes to food and most specifically junk food.

Studies have been pretty smooth sailing, have been very consistent in doing tutorials, afterall it might be the very last time I am studying, that’s if I don’t get a place in any of the local universities, which is quite likely. Regardless of the end results, I have chosen to work harder for the semestral exams.

My family has been very healthy and happy, not very happening though. But its better to be less happening than to have bad bad news. Low family has not been gathering much but hopefully 2008 will be a year full of warmth.

Relationships haven’t been really smooth for me, lost someone but gained someone else who deserved my love more, someone who has done a lot for me, someone who will always be there. Overall, Joyys is a strong & contented girl.

Fostered a couple of friendships this year of which I will certainly treasure. My bonds with NSE, with TEAM SB, more new friends in school, in B&J’s will always be remembered. Other than friends, together with my very straight forward and very arrogant attitude, I managed to make a few foes as well. Don’t tell me making friends is better than foes, I never believe in doing things I hate and trying to befriend people I dislike.

Has been the most hectic year, its even worse than coping with my O levels. Time was never enough and I find myself running faster to go with the pace things around me are moving.

Mar / Apr - NZ trip: The trip which allows me to become very dependent, saw the fears of studying abroad, gaining very valuable experience, knowing more friends and seen the different sides of humans.

June - 19^th Birthday: Celebrated my 19^th birthday, the last birthday before the tens place make a massive change.

July / Aug - NSE Intercons: The time when all the hard work in trainings paid off, got 4^th in the whole intercons games.

Aug / Sept - Cambodia (Challenge your perspectives): The most meaningful thing in my life, spread the love among orphans, gone through a whole series of events with all my other 17 mates, made more new friends and the best trip in the entire year.

Oct - Intercons with TEAM SB: Every single individual contribute to the intercons games, despite it being very biased. The whole team braved through every match and our teamwork is certainly commendable. Achieved Gold for NAPFA as well (:

Nov - The sportiest month!

Dec - Genting & KL Trip: Fruitful and wonderful trip with all the cool friends! Lovely xmas spent with relatives and xmas eve with some loved one. Achievers’ function: An event which reminded me that my poly life is ending soon!

My resolution for 2008 will be to

• Get the best results ever in my last poly semester.
• Hopefully I can get my driving license.
• Play harder for Team NSE
• Travel more with my loved ones
• Foster more worthwhile friendships

xoxo 12:10 AM