Happiness come & go, so does your loved ones. I blamed her for giving up on him, its a 5 year long relationship, how easy can she forget him? I pondered very hard, reflected on the past & I realised that I havent been putting in any effort towards my relationship with zl, zero effort. I blamed myself but I know that faded feelings are tough to cultivate back, especially if you expect them to be as strong as before.

Maybe its really good for both parties to find someone new, someone better. They always say time will heal all wounds but I think, not only will they not heal wounds, they leave scars behind. Scars that last forever, karma will return but I hope they never find me for I treasure Brian more than anything else in the world.

P.S. If you're still reading my blog entries, I apologise for being rude in my texts but I sincerely wish you all the best in your new relationship. Let the brothers heal his wound.